Thursday, March 30, 2006
about: my life
i realised that i am
marks/grade sensitive... *enough said
i'm at central library computer now... waiting patiently for dear roy to call back... he ask me to help him print stuff, yet make me wait!!! but oh well, tat's just him... what to do??? =p
my week been rather slack...
monday, just when i was feeling super sianed... i started my week being quieter and less hyper than usual... mel asked me out for shopping!!! so mel, constance, robbie, guo went for retail therapy... indeed it is therapy for me... the next day, the high me was back again... jen was "wow! maybe i should go for some retail therapy too!" =p
tues... yup as i mentioned i was hyper... happy... because i started my day happy... and something which would never fail to made me happy happened... *i'm an easier satisfied ger actually...
wed... wed... wed... just another day lor... at 2/3am in the morning, mel, robbie and me were still actively awake online chatting... well, tats e effect of taking afternoon naps... is it a good or bad thing??? is the bad for health??? is it damaging to one sleeping habits??? *i dun care...
today... thurs... with only one pathetic mkt tut... which is basically just go tut sit and listen to pple do their project presentation... had lunch with viet... learnt quite a bit abt vietnam... haha *pun intended... later may be meeting zhu yan for supper... but its maybe only... but guess its going to be fun...
tml is cycling day at west coast park!!! headcount: 8 and still counting??? hehe... mel and me were so amazing.. its 5 guys, 3 gers... for the rare times in my nus gatherings there are more guys than gers... amazing... haha...
sat... out! *finally have some time to spare for me... yea!
sun... dad's bday.... so tat day is dedicated to my dad... well, its not that i dun place priority for my dad... but addition for this special day... i want to make him a happy and proud dad! yea! *on a side note, trust me, even if its my dad's day, somehow it will turn out to be my day indirectly too! =)
now, get it whwn i mean by a slack week... or rather "playful" week so far...
y study so hard??? y become a mugger??? for the expense of life??? at the expense of socialising??? live life for the moment??? live life with no regrest??? wats with that piece of paper that an undergraduate will get at the end of 3/4years??? neh!!! haha...
ok! now wats with me now... tokking all these weird stuff??? i dunno... maybe i'm preparing my mindset to work on my 2nd philo paper... well, philo is fun! and i'm loving it! =)
Saturday, March 25, 2006
about: my life
yesterday evening and today was
s@s bootcamp... it was ok! most of the time i was sitted at the registration cum information booth... hehe... networking aka tokking... haha... made a new friend... Zhu Yan... so happy! tokking to her make me feel as if we've know for quite some time already... she's so cute... and she's a year older than me... haha...
during lunch time elevator pitch, each grp has to come out and pitch for a minute of their business plan... somehow the entries... i didnt exactly go "wow!"... until until until... the last one... woohoo!!!! indeed, its the best for last... such a coincedence... =)
well, now that i more or less know wat our judges are looking for... how they critic... how to do a good business proposal plan... what kind of ideas, figures is being looked out for... wat kind of business ideas is worth the money to invest and most prob be a success... the reality of this business world... abt how every 100 new ideas... 99 will fail... maybe its time i think of a business idea too! haha... =p
next up is my
s@s big mega event at
Club MomoONE NIGHT STAND- mixing business with pleasure
MC
Robbie Leong (mediacorp Artistics)exotic salsa dances from
GrooveSocialising with cool rich ladies & gentlemen (i really mean rich) who doesnt know how else to spend all their money $$$$$6th April$15/tix (1 free drink)do check out
http://www.startup.org.sg/onenightstand/interested??? want to know more? want tickets? contact me!!! =)
Friday, March 24, 2006
about: my life
i've almost never typed so much, crap so much, smoked so much in my life before... haha...
mon did my ssb report... typed 3000plus words...
tues was ssb forum... started tues 9am to thur 9pm... i choked up a total of, i think, 9 forum post... relatively long... i was practically smoking and trying to squeeze something out of nothing... trying to analysis stuff... trying to rebute... trying to act intellegent.... wait! do i need to act or even try... hmmm....
yesterday after sw tutorial, mel & me met up with robbie... had lunch... while mel was at her mkt tut, we headed to hss library... crapped ard... met jen and weiqi... well, i was in the library, yet i was still tokking so much... and as usual, debating with weiqi... haha... robbie transfer a lot of chinese songs to me... mel eng songs... so happy!!!
today, my free day! been busy with my COSi mission trip planning... wow! its time to be educated on some childhood education... haha...
s@s bootcamp is later and tml...
LG fellowship dinner tml cancelled due to some unforeseen sitatuation.... =(
sun is BB enrollment service... and once again, i'm asked if i can take photograph!!!!! no!!!! i think if a go thr my blog history, i can clearly remember a blogpost i made 2 years ago abt this same issue of how much i dislike taking photos at enrollment... haha... arhhh!!!! when i got weelong msn just now... i just went arhhhh!!!!!!
*things always happen at the wrong timing (ok! maybe always is a too extreme word to do)
* then i get upset
Tuesday, March 21, 2006
about: my life
my mood been like a rollar coaster lately... up down up down down up down up it goes...
nth to be said, nth to be done...
but i think i have identified the source of the problem...
yet... but... hmmm...
Wednesday, March 15, 2006
about: my life
met up with peichin yesterday for dinner with jen... at habourfront... subway... yum yum! then somehow or another, she came back to pgp with us... with lots of junk food, soft drinks, cakes... its gers night out!!!! yup we watched movie in my room... lights off, chips out, lying on my bed... chitchat... serious tok, crazy tok, rubbish tok... played ard... "role play" with my toys... haha... i had to share my bed with pc! managed to catch some slp by ard 4/5am though... woke up for lecture... back to room only to find her still slping... pig!!! 4 hours worth of knowledge gained, and she 4 hours of pigging away... haha... hang ard more... reluctantly to tut... back, hang ard again... now i'm so tired, but with lots of work patiently waiting for me... but i had a great time with great company... =)
been thinking a lot lately... yup... the issue of heart versus mind... the issue of how easy to say and tok big, but when its time to action, its hard... so say for wat right? so i try not to. i want to be able to do what i say myself... its easy to say wat right, wats wrong from a 3rd person point of view, but how visible when u're actually being invovled.... i understand how that feels...
so now what?
Friday, March 10, 2006
about: my life
Blessed be your nameBlessed be Your name
in the land that is plentiful
Where Your streams of abundance flow
Blessed be Your name
And blessed be Your name
when I'm found in the desert place
Though I walk through the wilderness
Blessed be your name
Every blessing You pour out
I'll turn back to praise
And when the darkness closes in Lord
Still I will say
Blessed be the name of the Lord
Blessed be Your name
Blessed be the name of the Lord
Blessed be Your glorious name
Blessed be Your name
when the sun's shining down on me
When the world's all as it should be
Blessed be Your name
And blessed be Your name
on the road marked with suffering
Though there's pain in the offering
Blessed be Your name
You give and take away
You give and take away
My heart will choose to say
Lord, blessed be Your name
a song i want to share with all of u... a song that means a lot to me, esp in times like this... in times of down and sadness, still i'll say
Blessed be the name of the Lord...
Sunday, March 05, 2006
about: my life
today is my cousin wedding: Keith and Karen... happily married. =)
this afternoon, there was some issue going on... i prayed... a few minutes later, the prayer seem to be answered... i was so happy... that feeling is so great... i could just jump ard...
just chatting on msn now... havent been doing much work the past few days... been rather lazy and no mood...
mit: reflecting about 'happiness'...
desmond: random chat on rather controversial issues... well, in bits and pieces i got something out of this whole conversation so far... *life is good... slow down... relax... enjoy...
robbie: been rather depress lately, yet i just dunno how to cheer him up...
the others are just quite rubbish conversations... haha... opps!
Thursday, March 02, 2006
about: my life
ladies and gentlemen, i am 'proud' to say that i have completed on my 10 page social work visit report. but wait! there's still lots and lots of editing to do to it... well, i dun exactly feel satified abt it now. i somehow feel like as if i'm missing out on something impt. this sense of proudness and happiness i normally get after completing writing papers, hoping to score well, isnt there. i wonder y. but nvm, i have time to work on it. haha. i will not hand up my report in this messy and unproud state. haha.
well after doing the report, so far, knowing that i so dislike writing essay. well, managed to learn and discover and polish up a few of my concepts. cos of a requirement to link up with the concepts, framework and policies. so no choice but keep flipping thr my notes and readings (well actually only one reading) haha. not bad lar.
ok, so tat done for now. what's next?
i'm just so sian now
had marketing presentation just now. its was ok! my 2 presenters was practical reading off the slides... nono! they were reading off the printed slides on the paper... haha... during Q&A session, apparently its suppose to be us, the group answer questions, instead the class and tutor answers some of the questioned posed for us. not good... cos i also thot of wat the others answered, but didnt get the chance. its funny... its OUR Q&A lar... haha.... did feel good abt it after that too...
now, wat's with me?
is it me? or just me? wahahaha
orh... watever! life is still good =)