Tuesday, January 31, 2006
about: my life
cny visitation this year doesnt seem to be as boring and slow moving as i expected it to be. hehe. received a few constant remarks that i look sleepy though. wahaha. i just have nth much to do as i go house to house. but well, i seem to be sleepy too many times. wahahaha.
cute children and dogs seem to be catching my attention this year. haha.
hightlight of the day:
went to mama house. mama took care of me when i was little. watched me grow up. she's my dad's mum's sister. yup. mama gave me a very cute hongbao. although its hello kitty. hehe. and she cooked my ever favourite signature dishes. yum yum! everytime she sees me she will give me a nice big hug and a kiss. =)
Saturday, January 28, 2006
about: my life
the past 3 days, taught me quite a bit. i struggled within myself. but now i gald something did come out good from all these. =)
anyway just here to wish everyone...
HAPPY LUNAR NEW YEAR Evecant remember where i read from and heard from, but y is it tat we, we as in in general & not specifically me (cos i dun believe in most of them), spend so much effort and time preparing and anticipation lunar new year? spring cleaning, buy & wear new clothes, goodies etc? wat's lunar new year to start with? its just the position of the moon isnt it? is it just a gimmit? is it something passed down generation through generation? y is it tat we place so much emphasis on this period of time? y is it tat just because its cny, cannot do a few things? like go for funeral? sweep floor? speak bad words? hmmm just some random thots of mine.as my
Ladies' A-Fair is approaching, i'm getting so exciting over it! i can just start to visualise everything. however, my clown unable to take leave then. =( anyway did i tell u, that i've never seen so much bottle of waters before? a total of 542 cartons=6300plus bottles of NEWater! thristy anyone?
Thursday, January 26, 2006
about: my life
i've been rather out of sort the past 2 days. scared. worried. disturbed. questioning. upset. lost.
havent been slping well e past 2 nights. keep waking up once in a while. dun feel comfortable being alone.
life is so fragil ::: one moment a person can be fit like everyone else, the next moment, he is not.
life is full of the the unexpected ::: what is going to happen next, there is no way u can know and do abt it.
life still has to go on ::: easy for an outside to say, but when we're really in the family victim shoes, life seems to just stop and no meaning anymore.
the bottom line is, live everyday of ur life to the fullest and with no regrest.
treasure the pple ard u, esp those who u care and love and those who care and love.
yesterday, went to watch movie with dad. dad won a pair of tickets for "fearless' premier. fight fight fight, death death death. i cried. somehow i have become so sensitive to the idea of death and lost.
Sunday, January 22, 2006
about: my life
rush here rush there rush everywhere. wow! tired!
yup tat's basically my day today. on a positive side, i managed to fulfil many things. i'm miss popular. wahaha. self praise is no praise. wahaha.
*its the little little things that make me smile* =)
Friday, January 20, 2006
about: my life
have you met a guy who is super sensitive? i really mean super! well, i have! *enough said
just came back from a LAF meeting with a big company. *i shant announce the company here* wow! thats all i can say. meeting was at 9.30, i had to drag myself out of bed! the office gives me the feel of homeliness. pple dressing and style seems lay-back, but never judge a book by its cover. well, at least i didnt. the fact tat they are there, shows tat they are up to standard, or rather more than that.
aside from LAF, interesting proposal they offered. hmmm *comtemplating* maybe shall do some research and ask ard on it 1st.
s@s road show was yesterday. registration, which i was in-charge of, hehe, was much better than grand launch. =) the 3 of us, fang fang, yuqiao and me, agreed that we shall polish and perfect the art of registration! we have many more events to go! reached back room only at midnight. super tired i was. moreover my day started at 9am. and its non stop. woohoo!
somethings i wish u were more sensitive. but on the other hand, u are made to be who u are, if not u wont be just who u r.
*contridiction* Tuesday, January 17, 2006
about: my life
i'm feeling sooooooooooooo disappointed...
early in e morning, while i was having my ssb lecture, i received an sms from felice. last minute she has to go back tonight. her flight will be at 7.20pm. i heart sunk. i'm so going to miss her. we initially planned for a gers night out aka stayover tml night. sun, i had such a great time with her. its like, although we are like miles apart, but there seems to be sth tat links us together. felice, mit, me. its not like i often tok to her online. felice felice felice. i'm so going to miss u.
anyway, here i am in my room typing this. at e same time i have the leisure of witnessing sun set, right in front of me. so beautiful.
"Maybe the past is like an anchor holding us back. Maybe, you have to let go of who you are to become who you will be" Thursday, January 12, 2006
about: my life
i obviously know wats been bothering and affecting me, but when u asked, i dunno how to say, i dun wan to say. haizzzz.
anyway i just woke up! its 1pm on a rainy thur afternoon. it wasnt raining when i went to slp e night before, at 12.30pm. so tats 12.5hours of slp. haha. just having this slacking feeling today. although there is a pile of work to be done. ok, i'm exaggerating. but its only the start of the sem, i can afford to take things slow. no! i cant! i need to maintain and improve. haha.
Wednesday, January 11, 2006
about: my life
sem2 has started for me. and it has also ended for the week. out of my 5 lecture, e one tat managed to keep me awake throughout is only my econs lecture. so far, no news of any course/reading package which is weird. i was expecting them though. haha.
i'll still trying to get into the mood of studying though. haha.
Friday, January 06, 2006
about: my life
and so it was my
s@s grand launch yesterday.
yea! so happy over it. we did a great job, although a few hipcups. such hipcups are unaviodable, i guess, for such events, moreover we are students doing all these for the 1st time. its a good start. mistakes are good if we learn from them. *consoling myself for the screwed up we made up* hehe
so sad too, cos its over. after a whole month of intensive preparation. e actual planning for it started the day after my exams ended. with only 5 of us. the rest of the team were foreignors so went back to their home country. then, yujun, 'e man of the day' was like, 'the event only a mth away, and where are we? we only have the few of us, so lets make the full use if wat we have.' having lots of confidence and faith, we proceeded on. of course there were times of stressfulness and despair. times tat i questioned myself y i'm doing this.
looking on the bright side, there are still many
s@s events.
road showS, boot camp, semi-finals, and finals!!! yea! i'm so looking forward to them all. its not only abt the actual event, its abt the process and the interaction with my team mates and the many experiences and lessons i learn from all these. books and convensational lessons will do never do this for me.
just from yesteryday, my 1st time wearing so formal and professional, my 1st time handling the registration booth, my 1st formal network dinner session. my 1st time meeting face to face with impt and high ranking pple. my 1st time when my 3 heads fo NES were showing jen and me proudly to GOH and president of NUS in person. i shoke their hands!!!! haha.
packing up. taking photos, mingling ard was all so fun and "woohoo" too.
its been a wonderful day, although the earlier part of the day was spent like 3 hours at clementi finding for decorative flowers, fish bowl (name card bowl) and ribbons for the Gong. blister on my leg. =(
and so wats next?
yup, sem 2 is starting soon. sat to be specific. 'make up' lectureS for tues, since tues is hari raya haji public holiday. arhhh.... i dun wan lessons on sat!!!! i want to go sailing and canoeing!!!! arh!!!! but oh well...
Wednesday, January 04, 2006
about: my life
yea! round 2a marks the end of my CORS bidding for my 2nd sem. yea!
the most "headache" part of this whole episode was the search of a 5th module. the timings clashes here there and everywhere. saddening. spend a lot of time and effect into this. glad i have wonderful 'advisors'. wat will i do without them all. awww!
EC2102 ::: MKT1103 ::: SW1101e ::: PH1101e ::: SSB2216.happy with my modules, but its 4 out of 5 words/essay based modules. looks like i'll have 4 sets of reading packages this sem. i only had 3 last sem. arhhh!!!! =ptml will be 7th
Start-Up@Singapore Grand Launch. finally, after months of preparation. i'm excited! i'm all ready to do myself proud! hehe
Monday, January 02, 2006
about: my life
my long weekend been good. =)
new year eve went to church for ym retreat/briefing. dunno how to describe how i feel prior to it, during it and after it. regarding my committeements. thought over many stuff for quite a long while since days ago.
then met weelong for food shopping. preparing for the bbq at my house. bbq started slow. it was only after and4 arrived that havoc started. wahaha.
and so, i spend e last moments of 2005 and e 1st moments of 2006 with 66% the pple i share a lot of my life with. e pple who makes me who i am. e pple who loves me e way i am.
*i'll leave u to figure out the percentage part* haha.
new year day! youth choir sang. yea! we sang a beautiful and meaningful song "For the Beauty of the Earth" and we were in our new uniform. many pple told me its nice. so i wonder, is it because it is nice or its because i am wearing it? haha.
then headed to laoshi house. had so much fun there. =)
didnt managed to meet mel, robbie and gang due to e timings. =(
2nd days of 2006, since last night, i had at least 13 hours of slp. was forced by parents to go out for lunch. then came home, slpt again. slack day. its the holidays! rest! haha.
it has been such a great long weekend. although some incidents tat made me unhappy about, but ultermately, e good and pleasant things are able to 'cover' it. haha.
its the new year. start everything anew. fresh and fair.
given my selective memory, the pleasant, enjoyable and good ones will stay. the not so good, not so pleasant, not so enjoyable ones will leave.
whether a not e year will be good, depends on myself. i decide, and be responsible to myself.
and its been 2 days of 2006, indeed, it is a new year. haha.
*hidden meaning*