Saturday, December 31, 2005
about: my life
don't cross the line! don't irritated me further! you're stepping on thin ices.
better beware. like the saying good: "Girls are like tea bags, you don't know how strong they are until they are put into hot water"
todays i already
new year eve.
time to do lots of reflection of the year. more happy or sad memories? but given my selective memories, hmmmm
new year revolution? a new me? neh.
i cant remember the last time i actually had a new year revolution, not to say attempt to fulfil it. and definitely not follow it closely.
a new me? love me hate me, its not my business. haha. i love myself the way i am. this is the Faith God create. as long as i know that i am special in His eyes, my parents and the pple who loves me =)
Monday, December 26, 2005
about: my life
2 songs that mean a lot to me this Christmas. so here i am, to share with all of u. =)
this christmas been quieter than usual. which is good too. gave me the atmosphere to reflect on wat christmas actually is. i questioned, y do pple give gifts during this festive season? is it because the 3 Wise Man presented gifts at the Manager/Stable one the day Baby Jesus was born? is it because of the saying that its better to give than to receive? or has it just been too commeralised? with santa and christmas tree? and how did santa come about? wat's the orginial behind it? is it really because of this guy named St. Nicholas & Pete? how did the red hat, red coat come about? is there really a north pole? how about reindeers?
christmas eve to ee-ee house. was seeing thr their china holiday photos. china. so much history they have. and their english on signboards all cannot make it. haha. then candlelight service. the peace i felt when all the lights were off and all our candles were being lit-up. *silent night, holy night*
christmas day! so happy! its christmas! christmas service was good.
at night, to jason's house! after months, met up with him, shao, siwei, john again. woohoo! 2sg4 rules. these guys havent changed. so have i not. haha. still as entertaining, as crappy, as non-sense. i love my class. too bad didnt manage to meet up with the others. hehe. their loss. =p
about: my life
We Are The Reason - Avalon (Joy)
As little children
We would dream of Christmas morn
Of all the gifts and toys
We knew we'd find
But we never realized
A baby born one blessed night
Gave us the greatest gift of our lives
We were the reason
That He gave His life
We were the reason
That He suffered and died
To a world that was lost
He gave all He could give
To show us the reason to live
As the years went by
We learned more about gifts
The giving of ourselves
And what that means
On a dark and cloudy day
A man hung crying in the rain
All because of love, all because of love
I've finally found the reason for living
It's in giving every part of my heart to Him
In all that I do every word that I say
I'll be giving my all just for Him, for Him
He is my reason to live
Emmanuel Has ComeChristmas is about His glory
Christmas is about His grace
Christmas is a gift of love our father gave us
More than just another story
About this special time and place
Christmas is season we can join our praise
For God is with us
And we celebrate the glory of His presence
Christ has come
To fill our life with Love
He came to save us
King of kings and Lord of Lords
His name is Jesus
Christ has come
Emmaunel has come
Saturday, December 24, 2005
about: my life
today is
Christmas Eve! yuppie! its finally here.
doubt i'll be home and online when the Christmas Hours Strike. SO... So... so...
Merry Christmas! Tuesday, December 20, 2005
about: my life
sat Fencing Challenge. well, it was cool. i learnt so much more abt fencing and e pple. exposure! haha. i was time-keeper and scorer. wow! i tell u, doing it for the guys is super stressful. gers at least not tat bad, relax enough. haha. overall, we had a good time. and this event is a success. got compliment from the SEA games guys. they been training for 7 years, since sec1 sia. pro! haha.
after that, despite a long day, i woke up at 6am leh. had LAF meeting at 8pm, its madness. haha. i was stoning. mind was switched off. discussed abt the upcoming sponsorship meeting. wow! i had a relatively hard time convincing them on how its suppose to be like. the start with, i'm not any pro, i'm just using
s@s way of sponsorship as a benchmark. yup.
sun went to church. wow! the old building is painted white liao. i'm so happy. it looks so nice. service, christmas songs. all my tiredness somehow disappearing. haha. then youth ministry christmas outreach. quite alright. =) listening to pastor aaron speech, makes me realised how fortunate i am. =) then off for a shopping trip with parents. wanted to spend some time with them, given the fact tat nowadays i'm hardly at home. i'm a busy ger. wahahaha. at parkway, there was this grp of all boys choir singing carols, wow! no piano and music, they were on perfect pitch. so nice! reliving the days of all my christmas season performance, in shopping centers, hotels, ard homes. this year, none for me =( nvm, i'll sing for myself. haha.
yesterday, woke up, feeling half hearted over sth. anyway met pian pian to meet our sponsorship company (estheva spa). quite an eye-opener. and i think i'm so biased! arh! i cannot be like that! but its natural reaction leh. haha.
then met mit and doremon for walk walk shopping shopping chat chat. wow! had such a great time. so lame, so funny, so cool! =) had my ever favourite Crystal Jade then New Zealand Ice Cream. i had 'hocky pocky' flavour. thats NZ signature ice cream flavour. reliving the days in NZ, that exactly a year ago. i miss nz! haha. shopping spee! mit is sanda clause, but lucky we had a 'bag carrier' wahahaha. and along orchard road, there was this grp of pple preforming for christmas, the emcess really cannot make it, the grp of singers also cannot. i dunno if its intentional that they out of pitch until so jia let, or they are just out-of pit. ok! maybe its not them, maybe its the placing of the microphones. which is possble.
Friday, December 16, 2005
about: my life
yesterday LAF presentation/meeting with OSA was good! so proud of jen! so proud of ourselves! hi^5.
but we need more man-power! man-power, as in not only strength to do hard labour, but for other things too. help! =)
then off for a "celebration" with jen and pian pian. occupational hazzard, even while walkking ard shopping, we were working on LAF related stuff. so funny. had a great time with jen, like i've been having for the past few days, weeks, mths, years. we just kept laughing. wahaha. jen kept saying "i shant be lame anymore!", next moment, she saying sth 'stupid'. wahahhaha
today suppose to meet up with mel, constance, robbie, guo an, chris for cycling in the morning, but i woke up not felling well, so i slpt in. met them in the evening for dinner at pepper lunch! its nice, so fun too! then shopping! wow! orchard is almost jam packed! but its christmas season! =) had a great time catching up with them, almost 2 plus weeks. and something unlucky happened to constance. in the crowded and packed train, her hp got pick-pocketed. =( as we were leaving to change train to NEL, she mentioned abt someone grabbing on to her, she was wondering y. next moment, when she needed her phone, its gone! i can just imagine how she felt. its sulky. but tat phone is the $0 phone so not tat bad, at least that's wat she said.
tml, got to be in sch at 7.30am! yes, tat early.
Thursday, December 15, 2005
about: my life
of all days, my heels had to give way today. arh! i got important presentation to OSA later lor. so now i'm sitting here, waiting for jen and super glue, to mend my poor shoes. and it also means, time to buy a new shoes! hehe. =)
looking forward to 23rd dec. hope i dun get disappointed. *fingers crossed* well, although 23rd happens to also be the day my results are out too. hehe
Wednesday, December 14, 2005
about: my life
and so 2 weeks of my holiday has passed. who says holidays is a period of time when u can really rest and slack? well, this holiday so far, i've been busier than my usual sch day, slp less, slack less, waste time less. hardly have time for myself. but i crap as much, no i crap more. cos i've been hanging ard with so crappy and lame pple. hehe.
-bazaar- s @S - mission-. but yea! i'm having fun!
i have yet to actually sit down to think of christmas. i have yet to prepare christmas presents/cards. i have yet to slp in till noon. i have yet to watch my 'Friends' sitcom vcd. i have yet to have enough time to myself.
but in the mids of this busy-ness, i've been learning so much. so much that a whole 3 years of modules wont teach me.
yesterday, after 1.5 months, jen and me finally back at fencing! yea! we got out gloves and wire. cost us 150bucks leh. no lar, kidding. the guy selling the fencing foil make a mistake with our small size blades with medium size. with this, i an entitled to 10% discount on my next purchase and extra wire. but wat will i buy next? haha. disappointed i was, i thot could get my foil. but still got to wait now. had a briefing for
NUS Fencing Challenge 2005. NUS Fencing organising a competition which will be on sat. and so, i'll be a score keeper. i thot this role was easy. but no no! it isnt. need to pay attention. its an impt role, but of course, i'm in charge. haha. heard from my captain, the SEA games fencers joining too, but whether ruth will be here, it tbc. fencing is so cool, although yesterday jen and me was super lazy. or rather while doing basic training, our leg felt sore. too long never fence liao. haha. we felt playful too. so just anyhow play ard with the foil. just like Zorro. haha. fencing club, fencing pple are a whole fun batch of people, and i'm part of it. =)
Sunday, December 11, 2005
about: my life
i dunno wat gotten into me this afternoon, but it just did...
i dunno y things keep turning out this way... i understand, yet at e same time i dun understand...
today when to church, seeing my church's nice white extenstion building coming right up, then entering santuary with christmas carols...
christmas season and christmas carols makes me excited and happy!
but yet i'm feeling "this" way... the irony of it all...
yesterday went shopping with mum along orchard road... on a sat night, esp at this time of e year, is mad-ness! met up with auntie su fong, ann ann and yan yan... wow! been such a long time since i last met them... they're have grown... means so have i!
Thursday, December 08, 2005
about: my life
who says doing charity work is boring/useless/sian?
just now, after a day of tiring meeting... headed to BB HQ... went to take a look at BB Sharity Gift Box Warehouse... i ended up doing hands-on, helping in packing the stuff with the boys... they are so funny and enthustratic... even mum and me were influenced by them and enjoyed ourselves so much... laughing and chatting along as we did the packing... i was doing the pasting of the BB SGB sticken onto the donated food products, before putting these products into big plastic bags... i didnt want to leave, but eventually did... haha... its so wonderful to be able to do play a part...
yea! so here i am promoting the
Boys' Bridge Annual Sharity Gift Box... the main box is located in front of Wisma, next to one of the exit of orchard mrt station... there are boxes outside of supermarkets like ntuc too... so please, donate food items if u can... these will be distributed to the many homes and welfare organisations...
Christmas is a a great opportunty to give and share with the other less fortunate pple.i'm so excited over it...
my heart is smiling
=) Saturday, December 03, 2005
about: my life
i gave myself a whole lot of "kit kat" today (pun intended)
feeling satisfied and happy abt it =)
and so christmas is coming!!!
for the pass few year, every christmas has been different for me... each has its own story... its own take aways...
i remember a year of 'uncertainity' but of lots of smiles too... tat year, church had an outdoor outreach canival at the empty field at pasir ris mrt station... i was in e youth carolling team, thus we performed... unfortunately, sis was away, dad was away too... but oh well, tat night when prof was there, so funny... e audience were given light sticks... he took 3 light sticks made it into "F" and like an idiot waving side to side as i sang... just went he was taking photos, santa appeared and soon a crowd of little childrem were crowding ard santa which was also around him... so funny... i was laughing on stage lar... at him... haha... to think tat he took so many photos, but e catch is, i have never gotten to see e pictures he took... haha...
so what do i wan from christmas this year?
what story and memories will i create?
i dun mean presents or santa clause, although i do have this inflatable santa clause that used to be as tall as me few years ago...
how will christmas be like this time?
about: my life
If you woke up this morningwith more health than illness,you are more blessed than themillion who won't survive the week.If you have never experienced the danger of battle,the loneliness of imprisonment,the agony of torture orthe pangs of starvation,you are ahead of 20 million peoplearound the world. If you have food in your refrigerator,clothes on your back, a roof over your head and a place to sleep,you are richer than 75% of this world. If you have money in the bank,in your wallet, and spare changein a dish someplace, you are among the top 8% of the world's wealthy.If you hold up your head with a smileon your face and are truly thankful,you are blessed because the majority can, but most do not.If you can hold someone's hand, hug themor even touch them on the shoulder,you are blessed because you can offer God's healing touch.If you can read this message,you are more blessed than overtwo billion people in the worldthat cannot read anything at all. You are so blessed in waysyou may never even know.Conclusion: I AM SO BLESSED =) Friday, December 02, 2005
about: my life
its a mad rush... its a mad rush... its a mad rush...
