Thursday, September 29, 2005
about: my life
i shant name names here...
but maybe like what A said about B is true... B lives in B own's world... i juz feel so unjustified! y cant B at least appreciate... instead of saying things so crudely... simple comments like these, even if it means its in a jokingly manner, which is most of the time, can be rather hurtful... it turns me off...
A also asked y do we people have to say wat e world wants us to say? y cant we juz say what we truely wanna say... y do we care so much abt wat e world thinks abt us?
Emotional Labour... Emotional dissonance... in e long run, its bad for one's well-being...
oh ya! i got to say it... it pays to be hardworking, by going to e library to do some work... but i shant tell u y... but yea! i'm happy... hehe...
Tuesday, September 27, 2005
about: my life
these few days... i've been having this stronger than usual usual feeling tat e presence of God is with me... i juz know tat he is there with me as i do even e little things in life... He provides... He shows me e way... He grant me e peace and enjoyment... its juz so amazing... amazinglu true... yea!
hmm had fencing juz now... yea! had fun... so cool... i'm juz falling in love with fencing... e fencing pple are a great butch of cool pple too... can easily click with them... yea!
recently, set a record breaking number of books borrowed from library... so far, from National Library, i borrowed 4 books, but its under dad's name... and 9 from Central Library... woohoo! i've been reading quite a bit... well, its no choice, but have to... and i'm slowly mastering e skill of speed reading n only pick out e relevent part... yea! its like, during my biz project meeting juz now... while discussion was going on, i managed to speed read and flip thr e whole book... haha...
somehow get irritated with somebody who copy every single thing i write during lect... i really mean every single thing... ask me wats going on for everything tat tat person cant catch... peep over to see wat i have constantly... take my whole report which i painfully wrote and juz read it... its COPYWRITE... esp knowing tat tat same person need to do e same assignments too... no way am i going to share... no way are u going to steal my grade... i'm competing with u, excuse me... wahaha... i know i sound selfish and not helpful... but if its like all e time, week after week after week... and tat person hardly even help me... tit for tat... juz being realistic, we're living in this 'survival of e fittest' campuse... at times like this, how do u juz ask tat person to stop it? how do u reject? i find it really hard to say it juz straight in e face...
Sunday, September 25, 2005
about: my life
today, rather interesting day.... started off in e morning... dad and mum went to market to get breakfast for us... which is quite rare... haha... must be because they slept earlier than usual e night before... imagine being struck at 10pm, when everyone else at home is asleep liao... but its like too early for me to slp, so i wondered ard... wahaha... then off to church for mission meeting or more of a 'interview' with felicia... i am imspired by her... wow! then to service, somehow todays service spoke to me in a different way... different from the norm... meet hsien after more than a mth... he went to burna for training... its amazing how he can keep such a good outlook of life in army, although many pple ard me are complaining abt their army life... well its amazing how God worked in his life... amazing amazing... then meet 'doremon' for e 1st time... after hearing so much abt him... but didnt get to chat with him... but so funny, he so formal, still need to skake hands while introducting... haha... then choir... mood was super light in there, maybe cos e past few times, dora n pat been rather stress up, so mood not too good... got to watch wat we say... but somehow today, wow they super crappy n fun! haha... then got pulled by mitchell to attend YM BGF forum... my main objective was to hear from my "idol", tat's poh kian n joan, as well as to see how e "famous" couple in ym will response and kanna jacked... interesting enough some pple... i shant mention names, where playing along... wahaha... well, apart from all these... some stuff made me think and reflect... being angry with myself for a while... angry until can cry tat type... then off to e new national library with dad... woohoo! so many books, but most of it cant be borrowed out... they are considered 'collection', thus for reference only... sian! then reached home, welcoming me with a wide spread of dinner... and after some whinning, got dad to make some of his delicious drink for me... but sadly, no more Holicks! arh!!! how can tat be... haha... then booked in... dad helped me fixed some stuff... some stuff tat i shall pretend i didnt see... haha... watched apprentice... then online, trying to solve some reasoning/logic question... well, how much more can i prepare for my CA tml? if i know n get it, i juz get it... if not, i juz dun... wahaha...
well, reflecting on my day, today... been a very fulfilling day... i love today...
Saturday, September 24, 2005
about: my life
first it was Reasoning & Logic...
now its Analystical & Critical Thinking...
what can i say... but haizzz....
and not forgetting readings after readings after readings... essays after essays after essays....
e fear of being in ARTS...
haha...
oh what crap am i tokking about? i'm juz bored... going insane soon... wahaha...
Thursday, September 22, 2005
about: my life
ok its thurs... means sch starts again tml... well this term break... which is only 4 days... managed to catch up with my sleep & rest... catch up with my friends... most importantly, catch up with me, myself and I... feels good... feel refreshed! all ready for another half sem of uni life... =)
well, work is never ending, so thus dun bother stressing over it and trying hard to complete... u can never finish doing wat u need to do... because its juz simply never ending... wahaha... how logical is tat?
Tuesday, September 20, 2005
about: my life
wow! having to study about reasoning n logic is something very mentally drainy... its the simple and basic thing in life, that is so tough to study and understand on... understand as in, why we think this way, why it happens, why makes it happens and actually realise wat we subconsciously think about etc... and then u realise after studying reasoning, tat a lot of statements spoken n written in our everyday life are actually logically incorrect... yea...
well juz done with a crappy business plan... or rather only the small part allocated to me... wow! a market business plan has so many categories and headings... easily 15-20 or even more pages more... wow! i had to research on our competitors and analyse, but e facts i get online are juz insufficient.. they are only stuff tat public pple need to know, not wat their competitors need to know to outbeat them... wahaha... oh well... haha... now wat i learn in econs on like "consumer choice" comes into practise... but how much of my econs theory can i use... not to say those marketing major pple, they say theory is theory, practical is another thing altogether... wahaha
time flies... like today fly fly fly away...
Sunday, September 18, 2005
about: my life
one of my guy friend juz broke up with his gf... e ger initiated it...
another of my ger friend juz broke off with her bf... e guy initiated it...
all i can say is "haizzzz"
today's sermon was rather enriching... pastor was tokking abt 8 ways to find fulfillment in life... well, i guess tat's sth tat i'm lacking off... buck up faith! enjoy life... even e smallest details of life tat often times i overlook, i ignore, i take for granted... life is actually so great... its all in e mind... it depends on how i want to make my life to be... its about trusting n living it for HIM... yea
so after church, went to queenstown shopping center with dad... nth really caught my attention... except for my great want for a new hp... nokia 7270... well its time to take down all my contacts in my existing beloved 7210 phone... not tat i dun want my 7210 anymore, in fact i cant bear to part with it, i cant bear to part with certain content in it, it has been with me through thick and thins... but i juz know its going to die on me soon... =(
*Lord, Grant me Strength, Grant me Peace, Grant me Joy, Grant me Love. Amen* Saturday, September 17, 2005
about: my life
y is the setting of my com in chinese? oh well, good to help me remember that i need to maintain my chinese... haha
the 2nd part of e week tat has juz gone by been rather rough...
e coming week is term break... but not actually a break, esp with all e many stuff to complete...
as of now, at least 2 reports down... so proud of myself... but many more to go... and I CAN do it... yea! hahaha
Thursday, September 15, 2005
about: my life
given a choice between Creative Zen or Apple iPod, which would you choose?
Creative Zen has some better features and memory sizes etc... cheaper than Apple... so now, which would you choose?
well i bet many will go for Apple iPod...
so tell y?
well, e answer is
BRANDING!!!
*yup, juz something of the many things i got out of my workshop over the weekend*
No monday blues... in fact, i think tat my mondays are good... =)
so how about u? monday blues?
hehe... i'm juz trying to be funny... trying to question stuff and not juz take watever is given to me and accept like tat... haha... i think only melissa knows wat i'm tokking about... so pls ask me more questions and make me think ger... wahaha...
Saturday, September 10, 2005
about: my life
so happy! i'm on my way to my Dream... yea! i'm so going to have lots of fun... lots of new friends... lots of connections n contacts... internship? hehe... well not forgetting lots of stress... lots of things to do... lots of committement... lots of experiences... lots of challenges to face in the next 9months to come... and the grand finals going to be the day after my birthday next year... well well well... i'm so looking forward to this... yea! so presenting...
7th Start-Up@Singapore 2006... =)
Friday, September 09, 2005
about: my life
so i'm back...
from Asian Civilisation Museum... hehe... well, the Southeast Asia gallery almost put me to sleep... haha... but at least the "secret" place that robbie and me found, or rather, i found it, was at least worth something... wahaha... apparently, at ACM, there are 3 rooms/halls for SouthEast Asia, but e 3rd one, quite out of the way and not directed by prominent signs... but good thing e advantagous me just wanted to explore the place... haha... i simply love the "ACE Zone" the most... with some traditional musical instruments there... and a group of pple learning from my NUS lecturer Dr Mrazek... now i wonder which is his full time job and what are his part time jobS... yup, then there was displace of puppets... on of them were puppets from Cambodia, Phnom Pehn... wow hoo! no wonder as i was approaching that particular display i found it really familiar... so happy! haha... then explore to the South Asia, China history... well China history seems cool... some really cool n funny displays made me keep laughing... i was trying to read some chinese too... my chinese std quite jia let now... sian... wahahah.... but at least i found more interest in China history... all the dynasty, great wall of China etc... unlike SEA... sian... then head to another exhibitions "Journey of Faith"... i juz got so excited when i saw it... journey of me? hmmm!!! well, found of tat it was an exhibition on Christianity... so cool! but by then, i was too tired... a little headache to concentrate and read all the descriptions... juz walked ard in great interest... looking looking looking... yea, so spent 4hours in ACM... yea! wahaha...
after dinner with parents, i so wanted to have some InterCont Hotel Chocolat Cake.. but when i reached, sold out... so sad... haizzz... cant something nice and to my flavour happen to me???
about: my life
i wanna add music onto my blog... but i cant remember which website to go to... help someone! haha
so, HR presentation is done! yea, so proud of all of us... we had so much fun! despite the late nights, early mornings together... so proud of myself too... Miss Chong seems impressed by us... and we're good actors too... *motivated*
ok Robbie to called to rush liao... go to go off to Asian Civilisation Museum to do my SouthEast Asia report... wahaha...
Thursday, September 08, 2005
about: my life
its all so FAKE... so ON THE SURFACE... i'm so glad i didnt fall for it... esp after the GE experience, i wont let anyone else manipulate me!!!!
juz done with my 1st presentation preparation for tml... hope everything goes on juz fine... phew! but doing e report now... shld not be tat bad... wahaha...
today had Student Exchange Programme exhibition... i'm a little interested in SEP... but whether or not i actually apply then get it, is another thing... well, walked up n down, and i think more or less i know where i am more for... Australia & New Zealand!!! yea!!!
after a hard week, i only look forward to... ... ...
Tuesday, September 06, 2005
about: my life
here i am sitting on my study table... from the time of ard 6.45pm till now 7.26pm... i witness sun set... the beautiful changing of colours of e sky... nice!
today, had a good chat with Alvin... inspiring... mind triggering too... many questions abt life to think abt, but sp far i cant find answers to them... like wat he said, its e most fundamental most simple things tat actually stun pple e most... yea... in e mids, something really strong strucked me! woohoo! i got "blow away"
i wonder wats installed for me tml... hehe...
Monday, September 05, 2005
about: my life
ok a quick update... in e last 30odd hours i only slpt fot 4 hours? now tired yet not tired...
my weekend been rather packed...
i woke up on sat morning in shock! Oh no, this sun is 1st sun of e mth, means youth choir singing, means i'm singing, means i need to be at church... but sat going to have BB Expedition till sun morning... n i'm not going to get to slp... oh no! wahaha... Good thing i even remembered...
so BB expedition... somehow i didnt know how i even agreed to do e planing n IT... then slowly realised tat i got lots of other stuff on... then got told tat i'm going to be put with someone i dun really can click with... half-heartedly i went... but good thing, Thanks God, all things worked up well... sat night came, i heard Good News of my wonderful company i'm going to have/had... indeed... time flew by, before i knew it, i saw daylight... thank God there was Roy to help me with almost all my duty... there was JY enough to make my day/night, not forgetting drinks n food aka welfare... there was Mit who was most of e time on e phone to be there for me... Hong Yee for heading this years expedtion... WeeLong for all his guidence... oh ya how can i forget Royston, although he wasnt physically there... all his cool ideas tat juz keep making me laugh... wahaha... good experience i had... had fun thr e night... trying to keep myself awake... trying to recap on how to play bridge although we didnt even get to play a whole undisrupted game... girls' rulez! esp Chan Min... *respect* and Mit, wat wonderful strength & drive u have... and myself, wat wonderful courage & perservance i have... haha...
now, y do i sound as if i'm giving some thankyou/appreciation speech? well i dunno but i feel e need to... many times, we forget to thank to appreciate the people ard us... a simple smile, a simple geature, a simple thankyou can make a lot of difference...
so any week going to start... God grant me strength, grant me peace, grant me joy, grant me love...
Friday, September 02, 2005
about: my life
how to compact so much information about 2 subject matters into 4 slides and present within 5 mins with class interactive n creativity... Presentation on fri for my HR module...
here i am still in my room, parents off to IT fair, but i'm too lazy to go, squeeze within e crowds n great bargins... like wat i told NES com, i'm not an IT ger...
yea, been a rather hectic week... with some much done, and so much more to be done...
i didnt run for elections for Fencing Club... although those seniors so presuasive... i juz didnt feel like it yesterday... was too tired to bother abt anything... but no regards though... rather my inner self didnt prompt me to join...
with my TO-DO list getting longer and longer, but i still only have 24 hours a day... no change of hours... *sad* haha...
quote of the day:
PLAY.MAKE YOUR DAY.BE THERE.CHOOSE YOUR ATTITUDE - Fish! 