Tuesday, May 31, 2005
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my bday present from jen n pc... nice hor... hehe...

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act cute sia.... shanice aka go feng aka "dog shit"... wahaha... dated back to since pri 1

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me trying not to laugh... while pc trying to take us eating... haha

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@ Marche... jen.me.pc.shanice

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pc n shanice... crossed eyes... they look quite... er... haha

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tat's e more guai Shaun... drawing...

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tat's e naughty ken... with my pooh n piglet...

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tat's uncle n me... playing with my new toy... hehe

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yesterday meet jen, shanice, pc at hereen...
we had early dinner... say 4plus5 at Marche... because pc had to leave early to meet Jerel... hmph!!! so wat if he's 8plus hours older than me... :p
anyway normally i would share Rosti with my sis... but this time... woohoo! i eat until so full.. or rather sianed... imagine a whole plate of juz potatoes... i didnt finish it though... even after sharing with e others... wahaha... oh ya, e mushroom soup n onion bread i shared with jen is good good good... a must try!... jen had prawns... yum yum... shanice n pc had creps... yea...
N i juz confirmed with e pple at marche of their weird policy... on fri, sat, sun must spend at least 10bucks a person... special occasion like mother's day, v day, christmas etc at least 15bucks per pax... funny arh... but i guess even with such a policy, marche will still be filled with pple... somehow e food there can b quite ex... but still... maybe its e atmosphere n e different concept from e other food joints in spore bah... yea
at night, i suddenly had a really bad headache... really sharp feeling in my head kind... even as i tried to fall aslp... n i had a bad dream... a sigh of relief tat i woke up from it and it was only a dream... phew!
on fri, i had seafood dinner with uncle... he got me an aigo mp3 player... then so funny, he was proudly telling me, this has recording features... thus, during lecture i can juz record my lecture then go to slp... haha... at this moment, i have no dl-ed songs in my com though... haha...
my weekend... an emotional one...
Friday, May 27, 2005
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woo hoo! i love my new blog skin... do u? do u? haha...
i took almost an hr getting everything exactly the way i want it to sia... i was playing ard with C language... well i guess these are already the simplest version of C language... hmmm C language, i'll think of Information System... neh! not my cup of tea...
i'm starting to think... from my findings from e retreat... my personal style... am i really people-unstructured? i only know i do lots of things by feelings... but not really so, i got use my mind too... haha...
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mum took this pic... we were at Singapore Bible College Graduation Ceremony... in the over flow room so must watch e ceremony thr a projector... daoz! anyway tat's my Uncle!!! he's 60 liao... getting a Doctor (PhD) degree... when will it be my turn? haha

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pc n me with out cheese ice-cream @ bakezin

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half eaten.. almost finishing shot... but still yum yum! haha

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dad & mum... goes yum yum! too

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yum yum! man... @ Sushi Tei... e best jap resturant in spore... i simple love it!

Thursday, May 26, 2005
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a round of applause to Carrie Underwoods... American Idol 2005... she's cool... *clap clap clap*
last night i was tokking to vivien if we'll wake up at 8am to watch e live telecast... we were like... so early!!! havent been waking up tat early... wahaha... but this morning, i somehow got woken up slightly past 8am... so watch watch watch on my cosy bed... n guess wat, i feel aslp during e advertisement to the results part... tat's abt 9.30am... so i missed e revealing of results part... e part i've been waiting for... haha... e next time i woke up 12noon... wahaha...
yesterday had meeting with dawn for mission trip... went thr e details of wat we'll be doing... listen thr & picking some songs... i'm so excited!!! 19 more days!!!
then meeting with youth camp com... i was e earliest! so proud of myself... haha... looks like we're more or less ready... except for all the details details... haha...
anyway i've clicked the accepted button for my uni liao... woohoo... no regrets! haha...
*Lesson of the Day*
Not to let anyone sweettalk me... play mind games with me... manipulate me!!!
stupid guy!!! i wont let u off!!!
i've learnt my lesson... i've seen n experience for myself a side of men...
Monday, May 23, 2005
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fri... accompanied jen for her nus business open house... kpo i was? haha... she didnt know anyone else who got into it, so ask me go with her lor... at nus, we look left look right, no one familar leh... hmmm if not for me, she'll be so lonely... haha... i understand e feeling as i had to go for my smu one alone... i didnt like tat kind of feeling though...
sat, off for my nus FASS open house... with jason... weize refused to get up! lazy pig... haha...
its juz so interesting how the different schools n facilities would speak to their potential students, to attract us, bring out all their good points n covering up e not so good ones... and e way they would juz jack, pull down n mock at e other 2 uni in spore... haha...
then off to watch Star Wars... hmmm i dun really understand wats going on though... a little here n there... abt dark side agst light side... but i do know tat Yoga hardly appeared n i like e light sticks... juz like fencing... hehe...
then off to changi aloha for my 17up retreat... 3day/2nights...
we did the "Network" book... discoving my passion, spiritual gifts, personal style... although until now i still unsure of my passion... wat do i really like to do? wat drives me w/o fail? hmmm... maybe laziness? slackness? haha...
Thursday, May 19, 2005
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my sis flight shld b just taking off now... maybe still on e way up... higher n higher in aplitute she goes... i can juz imagine her eating a sweet so tat her ear wont hurt... haha... i'm so gonna miss her... no one to fight with me... no one for me to disturb & irritate & bully... no one to cook maggi mee for me... haha... she has gone for her ntu summar programme to some uni in France to study for a mth... then off for a 2 weeks tour ard europe... paris, france, austra, switzeland... looks like she wont b celebrating my birthday with me this year... :( ... hmmm but dun worry, i gave her my shopping listS liao... haha...
*i pray tat God will be with her thr her whole trip. Amen!*
Monday, May 16, 2005
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apologies for my absence...
i juz havent been feeling like blogging...
on sat i went for a BB life skill course... one part, e speaker. a NUS business lecturer, was asking about BLOG... as in y do teenages blog? they rather "speak" to their computer, rather than speak to real pple... e computer cant help to understand one's feelings n give advise... but a read person can... ironic isnt it?
well, a blog is an online journal/diary... isnt a diary suppose to b something personal? its sth tat records one's life, thots, feelings etc... something tat ppl e in e past would not want others to read abt? but now, more n more pple are publishing their life on the world wide web... image e huge amt of pple who has access to ur life...
yup, so it caught me think... y do i blog? haha
yup, anyway, now i got a rather tough & crucial choice to make... 3 choose 1... a decision tat will b e next stepping stone of my life...
Saturday, May 07, 2005
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this morning had to drag myself out of bed... for a meeting at studio...
yup, so off to meeting... as expected tat stupid guy didnt turn up... so tok tok tok... i'm half excited & anticipated... as well as half sianed & low morale... i'm contridicting myself i know... haha...
home for yummy lunch
then off to smu for my SMU SIS briefing cum discussion session... went there to find out more abt SIS... giving myself e chance to make up my mind... knowing how indecisive i am... haha... i went there... oh no! looked ard... oh no! i know no one at all... but 2 familar faces from my same interview grp, e 3 prof who interviewed me & e lady from e adm department... yup... but i made a new friend there... yea! a fruitfulling infomative session... cleared a bit of my doubts & concerns... chatted with 2 lec & a few smu students... hmmm nice & friendly pple... haha
Wednesday, May 04, 2005
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morning had yummy breakfast with dad...
then off to nus for my FASS interview... yea, i know... interview AGAIN! 4th one liao... haha... juz like for ntu, i reached on e dot... haha... my interview scheduled 1045, the prof breaktime at 1030. but my panel of prof ended their last interview at 1040, so i had to patiently wait for them... in e meant time, i observe the going-ons & pple in the office... haha... y is it tat in a quiet office, pple still wear shoes tat make so much noise when they walk, ever single step? its like as if, whereever one goes, everyone else will know... so disturbing n attrach attention sia... haha...
yup, after interview, headed down to orchard to meet jen n pc... shopping! slacking! haha... we had a shopping list to do... cool outing... time flies when we're having fun... but this time, we didnt take a single photo... hmmm unusual... haha... oh ya, since we were at centerpoint ps area, pc thot of going to istana... but she was wearing bright pink! how to go in? *inapproperiately dressed*... haha...
then evening off to met mit, vivien, amy... to meet noah, a guy we gonne engage for our coming youth camp to teach e youths "how to spread the gospel in creative ways" using magic tricks, balloon, face painting, puppeting, mining etc. many interesting things there is... i wanna learn too!!!
had dinner at city link creps & cream... Amy's treat... thanks ger... she was using her uob mini... so cute sia... but look like toy card... haha...
after a whole day of walking ard with wedge shoes... ard nus, ard orchard ard cityhall... my leg hurts!!!!
Tuesday, May 03, 2005
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GuitarS Wanted!
anyone with GUITAR, willing to donate to charity?
aka my upcoming june mission trip to Cambodia.
Spare, Old, a little spoilt & broken guitars welcomed too.
other musical instruments most welcomed too
(we'll sure do some tuning, polishing n repairing before bringing up to cambodia)
i'll update more abt my mission trip soon!
Monday, May 02, 2005
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today suppose to go have my American breadfast buffet, but i woke up at 10.30... so plan cancelled... haiz... sad... haha...
had bunch at maxwell... e food was good... e chicken stuffed with glu. rice really nice n unique...
then off to town with family & lee family... off to meet mr president @ Istana... haha... security so tight sia... n dad, w/o fail will kanna check... all because of his belt... at airport... at istana... as long as much go thr e senor machine... haha... dad was carrying a nail cutter too, then it had to b kept with them for safekeeping... hmmm uncle bag had a swiss knife too... but e machine didnt detect leh... so conclusion, dun need to declare, juz keep watever "illegal" thingie in e bag can liao... ahaha... opps! loophole in e security system... haha
walked ard istana building itself... hmmm we had a little role play... for fun... as in shake each other hands infront of e room and sofa... e typically scene u see on news when ministries or high rank pple come to spore to discuss political issue... sign treaty, establish diplomatic relationship then will shake hands with e president or prime ministor... haha... i juz wonder, will i ever get a chance to enter istana? other than during e pulic holi openhouse.
then off to sim lim square... after so much tok, calculation n bargaining from mum... she finally bought a new com... diy... reading e price list with so small font... shop after shop... forunately, we had e help of weelong n his advises n expertise... i learnt quite a bit abt hardware n software... now i know how to diy a com... anyone need help? haha
during e few hrs, i agree with his conclusion tat generally, female goes for look, male goes for e details... so tat's y when buying stuff shld have both male n female... haha...
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i hate it when facts told r being distorted
i hate it when i feel so ashame, juz wanting to hide my face
i hate it when i feel "cheated"
i hate it when i'm such a dependent & spoil brag
i hate it when i'm so difficult to please
i hate it when i feel moody
i hate it when i feel so bad, juz wanting to share & express myself, yet no chance to, no words to describe
i hate it when i have to hold back my tears to myself
i hate it when i blame pple, even though i know its not totally their fault, but its juz e situation then n then
i hate it when i myself juz complain too much, although i've been trying not to
i hate it when i get no sms reply
i hate it when i take most of e initative, i dun mind & willingly does it. but not all e time.
i hate it when i juz dunno how to appreciate wat i have, although i keep telling myself i should & i really want to
ok, maybe e word "hate" is a bit too strong a word used here.