Monday, November 29, 2004
about: my life
woke up bright n early... actually its 9/10 plus... not veri early though... haha
dad n mum was already preparing for family day out...
pinic, cycling, kite flying at east coast park...
had breakfast by e beach... my favourite egg sandwich... there was sis's 12 bucks cheeries... my 2bucks strawberries... yum yum... cramberries... tasted weird though, 1st time eating e freah fruit itself... i think e sun. juice nicer... and my dad's delicious ribena... yumyum... oh ya, there's popcorn too... burnt one... bitter bitter... but i still ate e not so burnt ones... hmmm i'll try harder next time... it wont get burnt again... haha... n no, dun compare it with gummies... hehe...
cycled up n down... dad was trying to teach mum how to cycle... sis fell, or rather "crashed" into same fence, 2 huge blue blacks on her arms... n is blaming me tat i bullied her... haizzz... how can rite? i so nice... haha...
off to katong for laska... yea, katong famous for their laska... juz by walking along one stretch... 5 consecuatives laska stalls.... all claming to b e original... with all e awards n media coverage pasted all over their stalls... decided to give it a try with e laska stall with e black ladan... suppose to b e "real" original... but i;m sorry, not up to my std... i'm never eating from tat stall again... if u trust Faith's recommendation , taste n std... go 4 e stall which is 2 stalls away from e fruit stall... i think is "79"... owned by a lady.. 50plus age...
off next to katong park... recently on news got feature this place where pple dig, then founded some evidence of old singapore.... i was there myself... saw part of a fort... its still in e process of e discovery of old singapore... cool sia...
was at school of new zealand... wowhoo... so excited... i cant wait for my tour... temperature as low at 8deg... its suppose to b summer time, but understanable, nz so close to e polar region... nz pple r laidback pple... immigration n custom minimum 1.5hrs... up to 2 hrs plus.. tat's how slow they can get... so must get mental preparation to b laidback too in order to fully enjoy my trip... i hope my tour has nice n enjoyable pple... my tour guide is pleasant to e eye... haha...
Sunday, November 28, 2004
about: my life
do u feel e festive mood? shopping centers playing christmas music and decorations... christmas promotions... e gift wrapping corner... christmass has become so commeralized, has it? wonder wat e spre church assocation has install for us this christmas... will e bible christmas story be told? will gospel be spreaded? will love n share be spreaded n shared by many? or will it b juz a season of spending money, party, gifts, fun?
i walked into a store... "ALLURE" at Raffles City... spotted a lovely dress e modal was wearing... after a while, still no sales lady wanted to serve me... not like they were busy... excuse me, i'm a customer... angry i was, i left... continued shopping walkking ard... after a few hours... i didnt care... i want to try e dress... i headed back to e store.. this time helpping myself... dun care... wow, i felt like a princess... so nice, so sweet,arh... i like... 149bucks... too ex, too impractical to spend this kind of money considering tat i'm gonna wear once only...
and i'm still wondering...is my dress still on e way???
i saw pooh, tiger, eeyoh, piglet... live... Robinson annual cartoon/disney fair during e christmas season... juz by standing to watch all e little kids going up to hug, shake hands, take photos makes me happy... i was once there... i was once like tat... hehe... e area was filled with colourful stuff, pic... woohoo... mini mini mini mini disneyland... this year focus on e movie "incredible"... i'm not really crazy abt them yet cause i ahvent watch e movie yet... soon soon...
i remember last year, it was "Finding Nemo"... e pics using camera phone i took a yr ago.. still in my phone... once in a while i still use them as wall papers.... hmmm *thinking back* how time flies... missing it so veri much...
Friday, November 26, 2004
about: my life
e As r over... finally... i survived, survived well....
Wednesday, November 24, 2004
about: my life
PSLE results released today...
yea, i'm not e one receiving e results... dun worry... haha
with a score of 211, i made it to PL... last express class... i wouldnt haf gotta into e sch if not for e fact tat i'm from PLMGPS...
remembering sec1, i was inspired to enter class3D... there was this girl, my senior, i respected n looked up to a lot... so i worked my way thr... tada... i made it to 3D...
while taking my Os, i wasnt exactly veri smart or rather haf e ability to get into a jc.. those half poly, half jc type... but i worked me way thr... i was inspired again from e moment i was at acjc open house, from then on, my aim... acjc... still remember while studying for Os my friends n me will draw e ac logo on our books once in a while... haha... tada... with a L1R5 of 13, i made it to acjc... even until juz minutes b4 e release of e Os results, i was still like telling myself, my peers, e best i can get was 15,16... e best e best... but i was shocked...
this has been such a long journey, with so much of unknown, so much of uncertainity... but i guess tat's juz life... tat's juz life of a student under singapore education system....
i haf no idea wat lies ahead with my life, e next phase of my life after tml... no idea wat grades cambridge gonna give me... i shall leave tat for march...
hmmm my mum been using me, as an example to parents, her friends son/daughters who haf juz gotten their PSLE results year after year... this yr is my cousin... dunno if he's disappinted with his grades, cos i know my uncle push him a lot n expect quite a bit from him... so strict... but after wat my mum said to them about me, my cousin sure to b happy tat he has beatten me by a few points... hmmm but nvm lar, juz as long as using me as a "role modal" tat doing not so well got PSLE isnt e end... no point scolding or feeling discourage... i'm like this living eg... haha...
top student from sengkang pri... something fresh, something different... not from rgs, nygs all these crap sch... goes to show tat it doesnt mean tat not being enrolled into "branded" school means not being able to preform as well... good good... so proud of tat boy... he's quite cute though... haha...
Friday, November 19, 2004
about: my life
i'm disappointed with myself...
esp while doing econs essay, phy p2 data...
bad time management... has been causing my downfall...
all i can do now, is make sure tat it doesnt happen for my remaining 4 papers...
rite from e beginning of e paper must instill some sense of urgency within me..
e clock is running down... e clock is ticking... once gone, nv returned...
last 6 days... tat's all...
not matter how tired... preserve...
run this race like there's no tml...
run this race like there's no 2nd chance... e fact is, there isnt...
cant u juz see e finishing line?
Monday, November 15, 2004
about: my life
my mum predicted... n its on e spot... its raining now...
do u even notice tat it always, and i mean always...
ok, lets see, nth is absolute... true...
so lets make it 1% level of significance tat it will not rain on Hari Raya Day...
hmm taking e satistic of e weather of last few years om Hari Raya, say, 100 yrs....
do e neccessary calculation... find mean, valence... no no! in this case should b population mean... 'p', '1-p' respectively null hypothesis, critical region by looking at e normal distribution table... tada, u can conclude whether my mum hypothese is correct.... haha
so e fact tat its quite unlikely tat tat u can reject my hypothesis... could e fact tat it always rain got to do with e position of e moon... shld b lar... cos e muslim calendar based on e moon rite... so e position of e moon from e surface of e earth, determines e amount of gravtational force acting... Using Newton Law of Gravitation, F...
F=GMm/R^2.....
G- e dunno wat constant... 6.63x10^34
M- mass of earth
m- mass of moon
R- e separation bet moon n earth
but in this case should it b Gm/R^2....
hmmmm... i not sure.... i dun seem to know when to use e formula with m or two Mm... someone explain to me leh...
then u see e gravitation force pull by e moon, will pull e water vapour down... when r force is greater than e upthrust, e resultant force will act downwards, then beyong satuation level... tada... rain is formed...
upthrust... how to determine upthrust of e clouds in e sky.... e high high sky.... hmmm its for me to know, for u to find out... haha
cool, how cool.... applying all tat's in e textbook into real life situation...
have e
education system achieved its aim of going outside of e classroom and textbooks.... hmmm we can relate tat to GP, can even write an essay on tat....
education is my forte.... but too bad for me.... A's GP paper dun haf any
education topic.... no family too.... haizzzz..... i looked up looked down when i first flipped over e paper1... i was like... oh no!
ya, todays straits times...
education sector... e changes of e JC system... i juz gonna thank God tat i'm born in 1986... and not 1987 onwards... 87 batch... new chinese syllabus in pri sch which is harder... chimmer... haf to take SPA... n looking at e way i do my pract, i will juz fail SPA... estimate my readings here n there... dun do in order... create my own values... slipshot of whether my ruler is really balance etc...
new JC system got wat H1, H2, H3... according to level of difficult... must take a few more subjects... knowledge n inquiry subject... i haf no idea wats tat abt... n many other addition...
no 1st 3 mths... 1st 3mths suppose to b filled with fun... even a girl like me, in a sch like SR enjoyed herself, not caring abt results, pon lectures, tutorials... not tat i did... left sch illegally later being caught by DM... stand in e carpark after assembly suppose to kanna scolding, but my classmates was crapping until DM laugh along with us... irony rite... haha...
watch priness diary2 yesterday... e show is so amusing, so funny, so touching, so peaceful, so satisfying, juz makes me smile thr e movie...
i wanna b a princess... i wanna b a princess... i wanna b a princess...
prinese is something like being a high-class tata is u haf to put it tat way in singapore context...
well, no, i dun mean tat...actually i was thinking, its not e material wealth tat i'm refering to as a princess... wats e use of hafing all e money n status in e world, n at e expense being lonely, being backstab
bed, hafing friends tat r only ur friends bcos of ur money, not being truely happy...
neh, tat's NOT e life i want...
its more of, like in e show, prinese aka queen mia...
her goal in life is to make a difference in pple's life, to help whenever possible, to b someone tat others can look to in times of needs n lost... n not only in times of joy, but also in times of sorrow... not only seeing e bright side of a person, but also to see through e bad & ugly side... to put a smile on others face... being able to make someone else happy... its e joy tat its brings...
and like in all princess story, "fairy tales".... true love... prince charming... hehe...
its every girl's dream...
Awwww....
Friday, November 12, 2004
about: my life
i like e pink dress... THAT pink dress... yea, i know its pink... its so sweet...
was watching this channel 8 show at 5.30plus... last episode... this character was saying.... in life, e greatest one will face and have to defect is urself... many pple chose to resign to fate... but in life, we haf to fight n work for our own happiness n blur....
fight for our happiness... will fighting actually help u obtain wat u want?
wat's urs will b urs... wat's not urs will juz leave u sooner or later...
easy to say, hard to do...
singapore idol... like ken said... its quite evidence tat talent in singing is not all tat matters in e competition... yea, do u agree... yea... u must haf tat X factor... so wat if u haf a good voice, yet cant present urself well on stage and b likeable by e viewers... take sly for eg... he cant sing for nuts... but till now, he's still in e bottom 3... his performance was a great disappointment... well, at least to me... was watch thur episode with family, mum was like saying to me.. chey, i thot sly how handsome... so ah beng beng... hmmm to think abt it... yea, he's not exactly veri handsome... but i must say, he's good at flirting... flirting on air... tat's quite a great achievement i must say...
Tuesday, November 09, 2004
about: my life
i'm hating it...
dun come close to me...
i'll bite...
e more i tell myself its fine, e more i think its not...
e more i tell myself to stop thinking abt it, e more i think...
e more i try to calm myself down, e more i feel like screaming...
e more i want to open up, e more close up i get...
e more i want someone somehow to comfort me, i look ard, left, right, center... no 1 in sight...
e more i want a warm hug, cry in ur arms... tears...
Monday, November 08, 2004
about: my life
mood status: MOODY
i hate it i hate it i hate it!!!!!
Saturday, November 06, 2004
about: my life
think abt it...
e singapore idol viewer's choice thingie...
to kick out who each week... do u really thing its solely based on e number of telephone calls?
i dun think so...
haf u noticed...
it has this trend of trying to even out e ratio of gers n guys... week after week...
i bet e producers r behind something somehow..
maybe tat's juz how this whole thing work... even in america...
Thursday, November 04, 2004
about: my life
4th nov 04...
THE day has arrived, n going soon... i did my gp paper... e paper i fear e most... e paper with e most uncertain... now, i dun even know how i faired... its not for me to decide, but 4 e examiners over e other side of e world... its juz so subjective...
its too real to b true... after 2 yrs of gp... weeks of intensive gp... polishing my pathetic english, cramming facts... is this it?
i'm juz suffering a hang over...
i juz dun wan to think abt my gp anymore...
singapore idol.... SLYVESTER... ARH!!!! *scream*
but y, y of all songs "I Swear"... nono, its " If u come back"...
teared...
a song tat holds lots of meaning behind...
suntec musical fountain... delifrance pasir ris... sentosa siloso beach...
then linda, or watever her name sang something like... i juz keep falling in love with u... despite all e hurt... blah blah
emotional...
yesterday, i went for Food & Retail Therapy... Marriot Hotel food good, e rich chocolate cake was e best... tiramisu, hmmm neh, not up to my std... but e chocolate cake, yum yum...
Monday, November 01, 2004
about: my life
can u believe everything teachers say? after today, my ans is NO... as in, there still may b a 1% chance tat they, like any human, make mistakes... so must think... dun juz absorb blindly... even e head of department, another teacher can b wrong in their ans... RedSpot, well known for giving wrong answers n explanation, has saved their reputation by answering that particular question rite... logically...
i've said my peace... i'm juz quite proud of myself tat i didnt accept e ans given to me blindly, instead managed to analyse, think, n aaaaa.... ~something is wrong~... hmmm its a one in a million chance...