Friday, October 29, 2004
about: my life
woke up early in e morning... drag myself to sch... met mrs chan for 3plus soild hours with mark, then mr how for slightly less than an hr, then did some work with piggo in hub... managed to cleared my whole pile of doubts... but e pile will slowly go up again as i do more work... wat can u infer? i still dunno too much... but well, e more i dunno, e more i figure out, e more i learn, e happier i get... means i'm learning new things everyday, means i'm closer to my A... well... being closer doesnt mean actually getting it... i effective only haf 26days to save myself... no more time to grumble abt how much i dislike exams, how much i dislike this n tat... no more energy to feel discourage... because i haf already haf limited among of time, strength, energy left....
so
my dear friends reading this... no matter how bad prelims was... dun b discouraged... being discouraged n juz losing hope now isnt gonna do any good... every1 else is working together with u... so u're not alone... cheer up... find joy in studying... find pleasure in doing ur best... find ur drive to push ur fullest potential...
hmm does tat sound like e aims of education? gp?
Wednesday, October 27, 2004
about: my life
e number is
28 days... to 25th nov... tat's my e last day of my As...
hmmm as much as i'm looking forward to it... i'm not... i'm somehow starting to get a hang on my studies... my momentum is there liao... confidence level moving up... juz hope i dun get too overconfident... but i still cant get quite a lot of stuff.... still trying... still figuring my way...
but once jan comes... wat am i gonna do... work? go for courses? continue on my piano? singing? take up a sport? catch up with my friends from pl esp? well most of my guy friends will b servicing e country... so tat means half of my pool of company will b gone... yea, even though will b "release" on weekends... will u haf time for me?
nvm, i shall take one day at a time... i hope...
With God's help, NOTHING is impossible.... but sometimes, most of e time, its not so easy...
Monday, October 25, 2004
about: my life
today 1st As paper...
phy p5...
practical...
well, i juz got to thanks God... i knew He was with me all e way...
initially couldnt set up e circuit... 10 mins liao... i started to panick... wat went thr my mind... shld i raise up my hand for help... means tat will b a risk of e rjc guy writing a report for me... means minus marks... so i made a quick pray... to calm myself down... n guess wat, i relooked... n i got to... yeah... overall for both pract, i did much slower than usual... normally i veri fast wan, but this time i was being really careful trying to take note of every single thing... make sure no careless mistakes.. once in a while do calculation twice... backwards, forwards... yea...
after e whole thing, i knew i made 2 mistakes... one with my lg d.p... e other e 6th point noy plotted... i juz hope tat tat point i didnt plot, e most minus 1/2 marks for wrong scale and unplotted points... n wont affect my calculation of gradient n those following... but i think wont lar...
yea, overall, i'm quite satisfied... with e help of God... yeah...
Sunday, October 24, 2004
about: my life
juz got back from my
Sis 21st chalet aka party... its really a big party... i'm dead beat now...
so much interesting things happened, so many pple (relatives & friends), so much i've learnt in e kitchen as well as planning a function... too tired to tok abt e details...
after most left... i drink down 2 glasses of absolute vanilla voka (40% alchohol) mixed with F&N Grape... i juz wanted to drink more... but got stopped by my mum... i was dizzy, things became doubled visioned... i didnt care, i juz wanted to drink to my hearts content... my heart was crying, but can any1 hear?
Tuesday, October 19, 2004
about: my life
the
VALUE of...
time... every sec, every min, every hr, every day...
pple ard who really cares for me... in times of need... in times of sorrow... in times of pain, in times of joy... in times of laughter... in times for lameness... in times for relaxation
friendship...
trust...
love...
happiness...
committment...
communication...
hope...
dream...
desire...
most importantly... e pressence of GOD...
n all of His wonderful Creation
yea, during this recent period... somehow i learnt to value and thank for e things ard me.... my outlook of life seem to change for e better...
but as i count down to As... pessismistic speaking... i'm not prepared enough... i still dunno a lot... i still not living up to e expections... i'm juz scared, worried, panicking... wat if i black out during e paper... wat if i juz dunno how to do... wat if i write out of point... wat if i become too oftenly careless... wat if i dun do well, wat if i get my results n freak out... wat if no singapore U wants me... optimistic speaking... As gonna b over in slightly more than a mth... means New Zealand... means 7 mths of holiday... means a new chapter of my life... to create an impact... to do n try out new things n challenges... i juz got to do my best, let Him do e rest... relying on His strength n trust... for i know
"God will make a way, when there seems to b no ways...
He works in ways we cannot see, He will make a way for me"
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i was "happily" doing my mcq... when i suddenly thot of smsing... i picked up my phone, started typing a msg, not knowing who tat "lucky" person gonna be... but anyhow, somehow, i sent e sms... started with my crap from out of no where... n guess wat, i actually did make some1's day with tat... wow, juz how amazing is tat... not only did it make other's day, it also made my day... knowing tat i made some1 happy, knowing tat i m useful once again... *pushing my specs up proudly*
was still "happily" continuing doing my mcq a few hrs later, hafing e desire to come online... so here i am... for a purpose of course...
topic/word of e day:
NOs
few weeks back when to Saunum an Indonesia Resturant...
No Eggs, means a
no to my favourite dish... tahu telu...
juz now, at Crystal Jade Kitchen...
No Roasted Duck... means a
no to another of my favourite dish too...
at Nike Women store saw a really cool pair of shoes... i want... smallest size available 7... means a
no size for me...
(i still want my spiderman nike shoes though)
at taka tried this brown Leather Jacket... i like.... DKNY S$1,499... so obviously means
no money...
Saturday, October 16, 2004
about: my life
pictures speaks a thousand words....
here r e few of e many pictures tat may summary e last 2 offical days in sch...
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4 guys in gers toilet...

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how many pairs of legs do u think there is? 3pairs or 4?

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may e force be with u...

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Mrs Chan... phy tutor

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Shao e magician... y r we playing cards when Mr How in class?

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gers of 2sg1/4

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Phy Lecturor... Mr Danial Khor

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click click click

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GP

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in e lift...

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say cheeze!

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piggo weize.. in action

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can u see Mr Sun at e OHP?

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Farewell... to maths lect at LT6

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e guys busier stripping e Bday Boy... WeiZe.. i really mean Stipping... haha

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la da la da... PeiChin n Me... think we were singing some Jay CHou song...

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la la la... tat's jeremy...

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e 2 jokers... Shao n SiWei

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Fiona & Peggy... at K Box

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yum yum...

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cool sia...

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a protrait of Me... haha

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Jason n all his funny expressions

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PLites again

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2 pple... with e coolest surname ever... TAN
