Tuesday, August 31, 2004
about: my life
was watching GET REAL on CNA... on single parent families...
hmm witnessed, hear abt e struggles these families goes thr, both adult & child...
emotionally, mentally, physically...
all i can say is... wow wow wow
some single parent families due to parents getting divorce, or one spouse has passed away... spouse passing aways is something not beyond any1 control, be it due to accident or illness...
but parents getting divorce is something avoidable... well, at least i think it is...
ultimately, as said in e show, its e children tat suffers e most.. not e parents... they still suffer, but e children r innocent and helpless...
Monday, August 30, 2004
about: my life
Ladies and Gentlemen, i survived prelims...
happy, relieved, yet not so happy...
wat's e use of ending so early, way before every1 else...
does it mean i get to play, relax more??
neh... too bad, tat isnt e case
many thanks
w/o them, i may not be able to survive the way i survived thr this season...
GOD... my constant source of strength, inspiration, guidence, peace
DAD & MUM... their silent support & encouragement... Love, Care & Understanding
SIS, Prof Toh, Mitchell, Cool Dude of 2SG4, Friends friends and more friends
THANKYOU
LOVE YA LOTS
ps... prelims not e end yet...
still got 3mths to e end of e REAL thing...
i'm/we're reaching the finishing line...
Sunday, August 29, 2004
about: my life
this is by request.. so here goes...
Happy Birthday to You
Happy Birthday to You
Happy Birthday to BeiJing...
Happy Birthday to You
today youth ministry had CARWASH... but me being super slack.. esp this yr... only reached church grandly at 1030.. when everyone else was already on the go at 830... i didnt do anything, juz walk around and inspect... haha... maybe i can juz be the miss slacker of e year... haha...
Saturday, August 28, 2004
about: my life
pictures for some viewing pleasure...
like they say...
pictures speak a thousand words....
enough for e day... many more to come...
*enjoy*
ps... shld u want ur pic to b uploaded on my blog... feel free to drop me a note... hehe
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Vivien... stop acting hardworking.. or hide behind ur notes...
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Marie... eating Orea... u Twist N Drip
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Teresa... *act cute*.. tat's my pose lar...
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side view of my BELOVED SIS..
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The greatest DAD & MUM on e world... yuppies
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Cafe Cartel... yum yum!!!... on my left... e birthday boy then... my left my right... my cousins...
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DIY present got PeiChin... from Jen & Me... on NEL... on e way to hospital to visit PC... see e glass, e roses... nice rite?
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Mitchell & Me... after FOP aka Hillsongs at indoor stadium
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jason n rehan... haha.. wat can i say?
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maths lecture... wat were we going thr?
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dark side... neh... We R e BRIGHT SIDE... u guys r juz mere jealous...
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Wesley... the NIGGA... with a cool surname... non other but TAN
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SpongeBox, Jason, Me & WeiZe wat's wrong?
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SpongBox rulez.. e two gers rulez too
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say *CHEEZE* at my birthday chalet in june
Friday, August 27, 2004
about: my life
had econs paper1,2... it was ok.. do-able... juz as i predicted.. DRQ on market structure and Production & Cost...
BINGO... ok enough abt prelims...
wow, i tell u... i came out of hall, hang ard for a while... next moment, rushing out e toliet then to hocket D... the class guys are all ready to play their ever-favourite soccer... cant remember who said it but they juz like being caged up, finally released... haha... juz look at e excitment n enthu on their faces... wow, they really love n miss playing soccer man... haha...
hey, but pls dun forget e gers leh... wat r we to do.. b cheerleaders meh??? haha....
hmmm "its so hot" <
tai tai line>
but actually i think i need the sun a lot... i need to sun tan myself a bit more.. my mum says i look veri pale....
i wanna go sentosa!!! i wanna canoe, sail, see e musical fountain, walk ard, tan myself... haf fun haf fun haf fun... but guess i got to wait... so *i'm waiting* patiently...
i also wanna watch GarField...
*hint*hint*
headed to IKEA... yuppies... for my sweddish meatball... with peggy, fiona, michell, chua.... finally, ikea... meatball... but somehow meatball juz wasnt as nice as e last time i ate there leh... dunno y also... say, hmmm, slightly more than a year ago....
next stop, queensway shopping center... guess wat i saw... i loved it at first sight, e other thot it was really cool, we wanted to get it... its a Nike cum Spiderman designed shoes... junior... wow, so nice lar... i want!!!! e store uncle was kind enough to offer to let me try...
Nike, Reebok and dunno wat other brand hafing 30% off at one store... good bargin... haha...
walk walk walk, fiona spotting a kids spiderman costume, even got e head thing as e mask lar... but too bad, it's too small, or else i wld haf gotten it... ask some1 wear... haha... i know it quite stupid lar... haha...
walk walk walk... saw so many things... its really been so long since i last went shopping like today... was telling peggy, if i had the money, i wld juz buy anything tat comes in my way man...
haha... was n still is in a high mood... triple happiness... i hope many more to come... shopping mood too... maybe i shld go shopping with my parents soon... haha...
Thursday, August 26, 2004
about: my life
wat's wrong with my blog skin... where haf all e stars gone??? *sad*...
yesterday was maths paper2... i dunno how to do e complex loci qn... not something i'm proud of, but i seen a similar qn b4... i juz cant recall how to solve it... haizzz... tat word shld b able to say it all...
today phy paper3... i must say, its better than paper2... at least got some ray of hope... not only for me, but for a few others in class too... maybe not to some...
woke up slightly late today.. had to rush... phew, but made it on time for sch... was it tat i took less time from e time i got out of bed to out of e house, or did dad step on his accelerator with a little more force today... i was still half asleep in e car to notice...
acceleration is the rate of change or velocity in the direction of the velocity.
SI unit is metres per seconds square
Force is mass x acceleration.
SI unit Newton
Newton 1st law of motion
Newton 2nd law of motion
Newton 3rd law of motion....
hmmmm
orhhh... so force and acceleration are related... hmmm.... i so called juz realised it... haha...
Life is juz full of decision making... like today... i wanted to go two places at e same time, but obviously i cant spilt myself into two...
1. have lunch with class at orchard
2. have lunch with dad at Mutu Curry Fish Head
so while making decisions in life, wat shld we take into consideration?
opportunity cost... cost & benefits... total gain, total loss... transfer earnings, economic rent... revenus, cost, profits, consumer/producers' welfare...
so guess its quite obvious wat's my next paper...
27 aug econs p1,2
Monday, August 23, 2004
about: my life
phy paper today...
mcq, as usual i took my own sweeet time to each at e beginning... ending myself hafing to rush at e end... it always happens... used to it liao...
paper 2 was quite bad... didnt manage to complete e paper... i left e hall hafing this feeling of "i wanna cry"... i dun mean really cry, but its tat sulky feeling... e worst prelim paper so far.. i hope no more such to come...
didnt feel like going home, juz felt like jumping into e pool...
went out haf lunch with peggy, piggo, jason...
then met jy, e birthday boy... yup, thanks to you.. no particular reason, juz thanks (,")
and tokking abt presents, where's mine? haha... jk... :)
i ended e day well, happy n lively once again...
*** SONG DEDICATION***
Happy Birthday To You,
Happy Birthday To You,
Happy Birthday To Youuuu,
Happy Birthday To You!!!
a bit lame, i know, and i'm sure lar... haha...
Sunday, August 22, 2004
about: my life
last night, stuff tat i have been troubled with lately been so called settled, or shld i say looking at e issue from a different point of view... i didnt make a wrong choice in asking my sis how, pouring out my sorrows and doubts... was really enlightened by wat she said... thanks sis...
no medal for singapore... unless some1 is isolated from e media, every1 shld know tat we lost table tennis...
i'm sad...
my day been good... had a good but simple breakfast with dad n mum.. when to church, was in quite a high mood... learnt a new songs i love so much... juz wanna sing it over n over again... i dun even think i appear as if i m in e mids of a prelims... still so relax looking... hehe... tat;s good rite?
headed to white sands for some studying...
overall, things went on well.... nth really went wrong...
but i juz dun feel right now...
yup, i did make my "tutor" Prof. Toh miss his table tennis match... felt bad abt it, so i initiated to go home, but in e end we didnt... despite tat and me being aware tat his friend been wanting to meet him, he stayed on to accompany me... awww... so nice of him... it must haf been tough on him to decide on how to deal with this whole thing well... he cant possibly spilt himself into two and/or please both... hehe... thanks, i really appreciated ur thoughtfulness.... of course i'm feel good abt it, but i cant help but feel a little bad... maybe tat;s enough to explains it all...
i wanted to do this, i wanted to do tat, but i juz keep holding back... wat's with me man... so pissed with myself... its juz e indecisive me...
Saturday, August 21, 2004
about: my life
watched table tennis semi-finals juz now... SIN jia wei vs PRK watever her name... yup, singapore lost... it was so close... i watched... so tensed up man... haha.... imagine myself playing, even a match on a day to day basis... i will b so pressurize... now to think its on international tv.. imagine how many pple on u... Respect to Jia Wei....
juz completed a NJC phy mcq paper... guess how much i got... 9/30... wow, how good is tat lar... haha... if tat was my prelim paper, oh no!!!... but on a more positive note, i learnt from my mistake, i learnt from wat i didnt know... but by how much?? still got quite a few qn got wrong, yet dunno why wrong or how to get to right ans... hmmm, who can enlighten me on tat? hmm lets see... haha....
next paper: mon 23 aug phy p1,2
Friday, August 20, 2004
about: my life
i seem to haf lost my momentum in studying... well, at least not e momentum for prelims... everyday after paper, will juz slack... watch olympics...
to think abt it, momentum is e product of mass and velocity in e direction of velocity... so in this case, if i am e mass, wat velocity is there? i dun move while studying do i? haha...
i dun really like tokking abt e paper after its over... wat's e point rite... maybe juz too lazy to think unneccessarily... juz look forward to e next paper n watever to come...
anyway phy pract was ok... a little bad, a little disappointed... cant get a straight graph, or shld it be a curve... i dun even know... but well, nvm lar... its only 34 marks.. wow like as if i got a lot of marks to spare... haha
headed to airport... wow, e place changed quite a bit... renovation takes place really fast there man.. but of course, its 1st class airport... so is changi airport still e best airport in the world??? hmmm... was kind of disappointed... wanted to go viewing gallery, but they closed up e place... i juz hope e next time i go there, i believe e place gonna b so much nicer... i stood in front of e big big board at e departure hall... hmm lets see... i wanna go paris, new york, christchurch.... but how forgetful can i be, i forgot to bring my passport, forgot to buy my tickets, but i didnt forget to bring myself there though.... haha... and e only response i got was "i'm sure lar"... haha... so funny.....
yup, went to e food court.. new wan... wow, e prices r so high... its a "food court", not resturant lar... crazy.... so studied a little.. had a mini and useful "tuition" session... haha.... its FOC, but in exchange for a bag of presents.. not bad ah... haha
Thursday, August 19, 2004
about: my life
i am without my specs now... its on my study table.. so i am typing half-blindedly... but still can see lar....
had maths paper today... hmmm ya, dunno wat else to say abt it... juz had to rush towards e end... was e paper too lengthy, or is it juz me, doing too slow... no time managment at all... haha
on e train, on e way to, shld i say airport or home... hmmm i met peichin... wow, it was she who spotted me... small world... this is called fated... haha... caught up a bit with her...
oh ya.. so sad, susilo lost badminton... i feel a bit sian, cos no more exciting news for spore... as in, life is back to normal... to think tat, wow, last few days, e media keep tokking abt susilo, a ray of hope and achievement for spore sports.... haha... after so much of discussion during gp abt this whole sports sch thing, do u think spore really can make it? hard liao... not impossible, but hard... haha....
Wednesday, August 18, 2004
about: my life
my life been good... been smooth enough... my mood be ok... until now... i saw something i shouldnt haf seen... sth that haf affected me... yet wat can i do abt it... nth... i only can try to forget abt all these things... move on... be a strong ger... be an independent ger... but y, y am i extra sensitive to all these things... when it has almost nth to do with me anyway... who can ever understand how i feel... but i will haf to admit, tat it's thr all these tat haf nurtured me into e person i am today... e more patience, more understanding, less self-centered, stronger ger... it has also taught me e importance of my family & friends... e importance of relying on God under all circumstances... but for now, where is my sunshine after e rain? i do occasionally haf rays of sunshine... but this layer of cloud juz keep disturbing n interfering... well, to think abt it, there's a silve lining under every cloud...
next paper: maths p1
Tuesday, August 17, 2004
about: my life
today had 3 papers... 3 really shiong papers... gp paper1 and 2, econs essay paper... so in total i wrote a lot, a lot a lot... MPH was so cold, i wear jacket also not much use, fingers so cold, maybe next time shld bring gloves... but like so retarded... how to write? but nvm, i manage to complete e paper... econs was in badminton hall, aircon like not cold... hmm not tat i being fussy, but i juz am lar... haha... overall, i survived today... if i survive today, i will surviv for e rest of e season... all e way faith, all e way 2sg4... haha...
yup, last few days been eating so much, as in not quantity, juz a little of everything, but so much of rich food.. yum yum... yesterday.. italian pizza, paste at east coast... today, black pepper crab... yum yum... haha...
my tv been on almost e whole day, as long as i am home... watching olympic... nice leh... but wonder y y y, they keep showing swimming events... how abt e rest... like my bball, juz other events lar... or is it juz tat everytime i watch juz happen to be swimming AGAIN... haha.... well, at least tonight can watch olympic... unlike last night, force myself go slp, cos next day got shiong papers... hehe... anyhow, a simple sms did make a difference... haha...
yup today in sch, fiona n michelle said tat i am a mystery girl... haha...
Friday, August 13, 2004
about: my life
i so proud of myself... went sch only after sch ended (i.e 4.30) juz for phy lessons... hmm but there was only mark and me... where haf e other class pple gone to?? haha... but it was a fruitful lesson... before tat, and after tat, i was at holland v doing some work.. quite cool... great time... well, at least today been so much better then yesterday... so much crap things happened yesterday both in sch n other out sch... i almost broke down.. nth to do with academical btw... nvm tat was yesterday... i shall forget abt all unhappy thing and only remember e good ones..... like today... simple day, yet good... e company do make a difference...if everyday is like today, then good liao... haha...
Monday, August 09, 2004
about: my life
watch ndp04 parade now...
hmmm full of emotions... imagine e amount of time spend by so many pple 4 this event.. i remember when my choir in pl was involved in e combined choir 2001... wow, every week from as early as march preparation started... an offical personal will send e scored over, got to learn e songs, memorize, learn e actions... then join with other sch choir 4 practise, coordination, recording, polishing, getting costume, position on e grandstand, rehersals after rehersals under e hot blazing sun week after week... e final day arrived, all ur effort paid off... e pride u get, e joy, e friendship made, e experienced gain... and all these is only 4 one part of e whole event-- e combined school choir....
i guess e grp of pple who gain most from e event, is not e audience, but those involved in one wat or another... *respect*
i have been hafing e privilage of witnessing ndp, i think 4/5 times live from e stadium and pandang... once even from Swiss Hotel room... hmm to think tat some of my friends havent even had e chance of doing so... haha...
fireworks now... i can juz hear e sound of fireworks from where i am, not from e tv... e vibration on my window grills.... hmmm... i wanted to go esplande see firworks, but in e end didnt...
anyway, SINGAPORE Happy 39th Birthday....
hmm sorrie, but no bday present for u... haha... i didnt get any 4 u... haha....
juz now when e JJ dunno wat sang e theme song "HOME"... i was asking my mum... is tat a guy or ger... e voice sound a bit like ger, a bit like guy... e looks also no better... haha... but ultimately its a guy... well, his voice not bad... nice... but its all pre-recorded... dun get tricked pple... e sch choir, singers singing are mostly pre-recorded... haha.... correct me if i am wrong abt tat....
anyway i like e song "Home".... since 4/5 yrs ago...
now Tribute to Mr Goh Chok Tong... he's has been such a great leader, great guy... so down-to-earth... funny when he making his speech (national day rally) ... diplomatic... tall, esp when he will stand up from e other leaders during international meetings... makes singapore look good, look above e rest... a round of applause to Mr Goh... Long live PM Goh...
good thing he will still be in e next cabinet......
next is Singapore Idol.... hmmm u see, there's American Idols, African Idols, Austrailian Idols, so y isnt it Singaporean Idol?
shall watch, n haf a good laugh 4 myself... i jus love e beginning part of Idols most... when u get to see pple make a fool of themselve... ok, not fool... but juz good to laugh abt.... haha... i m not saying tat im not a fool too lar... but tat's not e issue here... haha....
acian, prelims in 7 days...
Sunday, August 08, 2004
about: my life
"bring live to you from NTU Hostal"--- haha... i am at my sis hall now... cool place, cool environment.... weather good.. windy... cool place for studying.... yup, tat's wat i am here for... haha.. actually spend quite some time examining the area, "inspecting" her room... haha.... hmm pple say ntu environment nicer then nus... how true is tat? i wonder i wonder... haha...
long weekend... tml national day... national day national day... e sound of fireworks.. witnessing fireworks, is witness pollution n tons of money spend from taxes... haha
its 8 days to prelims... hmm so how prepared am i? seriously, i dunno... juz going with e flow...
Thursday, August 05, 2004
about: my life
" If u have started, keep it low... If havent, dont start now" --- quoted my mrs chan, phy tutor...
started as in, a relationship.... haha...
was tokking to my friend about getting a bday present for a friend.... it made me stop to think.... last yr Christmas & this Bday, i came to realise e true significance abt e event and its not about getting presents...... presents, gifts are not everything...
my 2 cents worth for the day...
"its almost impossible to understand urself, let alone understanding other and expecting others to understand you... so dont feel discourage abt it... juz go with e flow.. everything will work out well for itself"