Tuesday, March 11, 2008
about: my life
my dad doesnt say it. my dad doesnt brag abt it.
but i know...
my dad loves me the most!
my mum, i'm 100% sure, she loves me too!
i am a princess.
a little princess in their eyes
i'm so happy and blessed abt it, that i'm tearing.
Friday, February 29, 2008
about: my life
i have 101 reasons not to...
but i just have 1 reason to...
so y is that single reason still dominating?
maybe its true when pple say, its blind...
well, i lost "it". i lost "it" yet again.
i tried to keep it under control. i tried to not think abt it. i tried, but all it takes is a slight trigger point n all my effort goes into vain.
=(
i've convinced by my 101 reasons, but still... *sigh to myself
Thursday, December 13, 2007
about: my life
somethings ain't as simple as i thot it was...
somethings does not necessary be how it appear to be...
Thursday, December 06, 2007
about: my life
its all about planning, having foresight and thinking ahead...
and then working towards the goal...
despite all challenges, changes, discouragement, obstacles along e way...
that lead to success!
but 1st, whats ur definition of sucess?
what do u foresee and hope to achieve?
what are u macro plans?
whats ur ultimate goal in life?
before u can achieve anything, u need to know what u want to achieve...
e most important and difficult step to make towards success is...
taking the very 1st "step"...
this step need not b a physical/visible action, but something deep within...
the very 1st step of faith! *pun intended. =p
Sunday, December 02, 2007
about: my life
everyone once in a while i embark on a new n exciting project...
well, each of these projects will be able to keep me looking forward and anxious over it...
i've decided to embark on a new project, as of today...
i hope it will take off...
i hope it will b a success... with the final "product" itself, as well as e reaction...
=)
wish me luck!
wait! but then again, i don't believe in luck... i believe in my own capability and will power! =p
Saturday, December 01, 2007
about: my life
given a choice, which role would u chose to play based on ur status?
-a guy's assistant? or a driver?
just when i thot no one did, someone did, in fact 2.
its obvious enough, but...
i hope, i wish, i pray that THAT day will come soon... n most importantly even come...
Wednesday, November 28, 2007
about: my life
taking an evening paper, it e worst time of the day to take a paper...
because, waiting for the time to come... is a torture...
thats exactly what i'm going thr now...
if only the time to 5pm will speed up... but the time from 5-7pm will slow down...
but too often, its e other way around...
its all abt perceptions...
well, but, unless, provided, u have absolutely no idea how to do the paper, then maybe the 2hrs will be long enough for u to just stare at it...n panick
i'm just hoping my paper will be "fun", but not too "fun fun fun"!
its serene tan and her definitation of "fun"
Tuesday, November 20, 2007
about: my life
just when i was just randomly pondering over it...
coincidently, i got a gentle reminded from a friend of mine...
she seems to just know me even without me saying anything... sometimes e things she says is like so true n appropriate... coincidental? well, i believe that its more than that...
well this gentle reminder, my rational mind agrees, but my heart... feels otherwise... hmmm...
anyway today... hmmm...
Monday, November 19, 2007
about: my life
saw my phone bill...
its record breaking...
consistency with my current lifestyle...
e "distance"
oh well! oh well!
about: my life
its has been a rollar coast ride for the past few days, but i'm so glad the waters are much calmer now. =p
AND.
today's MY a special day.
=)
Sunday, November 18, 2007
about: my life
its been a long time since i last watched a movie...
its been a long time since i last went shopping...
its been a long time since i last bought something for myself...
its been a long time since i last had a relaxing day out...
oh man! what kind of a life do i have?
a typical nus undergrad student life...
esp during this time of the semester...
what to do???
Wednesday, November 14, 2007
about: my life
when and how do u know if someone is just teasing u n ain't really meaning what they say to u?
its just suppose to be a casual joke... but sometimes, how not to think more about it?
maybe i think too much...
maybe i'm oversensitive...
maybe its just being said at e wrong moment... when everything triggles the mood...
Tuesday, November 13, 2007
about: my life
expectation... its all about expectation...
setting it too high has its pros & cons
setting it too low, has its pros & cons too
Monday, November 12, 2007
about: my life
all i can do, is to sit n look
wondering how things r going to be like in the future, in e near future...
many things have changed, but i'm still quite sure that there's sth that havent, on my side... how abt ur side?
i miss those times, yet i'm glad that i even had those times...
i look forward to the future. my ideal future...
Sunday, November 11, 2007
about: my life
we've all grown up!
today went for wesley 21st bday... although only half e class is left in spore... but its always great to be gathered together with my acjc peers. we rox!
today made me really realized... we've all grown up... some guys came with their other half... those guys who used to "hate" gers n say funny things abt gers... pple came driving in their cars... even e subjects changed slightly, just slightly...
e guy who i personally think have changed, or rather matured, e most since jc days were nor other than e bday boy himself... a fine young man he is now... well, no more biased scolding n critizism from him too. *hehe
we've all grown up... each of us in our respective uni... some in nus... some others in ntu... and some some other in smu... or sim... or in aussie uni... we've doing good... to think that we had like straight Fs for our prelims then... a cause for concern?
we've all grown up... we've entered this new, ok! maybe not so new phrase of like... uni-life... even at a party, we hear hardcore drinker n clubbers saying they can't drink, not even a glass of wine as they need to rush home to rush assignments, to study for e upcoming exams... i do not recall such a concern or comment by these guys back then, even if it was like just merely a few days before the actually A level exams then... everyone was still so happy-go-lucky, like as if nth else mattered esp to chill n have fun! they used to say then that jc life is e toughest, while e tough part abt uni is about being able to get into a decent uni, once in, everything will be good... well, it doesnt seem too true huh... it seems we're all more stressed up n occupied by uni work now, then ever!
we've all grown up... but i guess no matter which stage of life we've entered, lucky we'll all be entering in together... *hehe. so no one is alone... oh man! this is so cheesey!
Friday, November 09, 2007
about: my life
today, or rather yesterday, a good day!
it's a public holiday. although whether its a public holiday or not, its my free day on thurs!
went out for lunch with dad mum sis. had yummy tim sum at chinatown. its amazing how the night before i was just thinking to myself that i wanted to have a hearty meal, tim sum would b good. and tada, i actually got to eat just that.
after a hearty n enjoyable tim sum meal, we headed back. slpt!
apparently, before i even woke up in e morning, mum dad went out n came back. they went out to settle some stuff, and more importantly, bought 3 wonderful things for us, to "surprise" us. haha
1. d24 durian cake!
2. mango!
3. haagen dazs ice cream!
3 of my love! my parents loves me the most. =)
well, not forgetting, after lunch, we went to lee chee guan to buy ba kwa. mum bought half kg of my ever favourite ba kwa! told mum 300g enough, but i guess she was feeling generous to get more instead. well, i'm fussy, i only eat lee chee guan ba kwa. trust me, its e best!
so since we have so much rich food during e day, mum prepared porriage n sesame sause chicken for dinner. my love too! well, i meant the sesame sauce chicken. not so much the porriage. i prefer rice though.
after dinner, e whole family sat down in e hall to watch the 7pm show together. had fun, esp during the commercial things when i would mute e tv. instead of having some quietness so that i can at least try to b hardworking n read my notes, it ended up being more distracting with the rest of them talking away... despite me keep going "shhh!". i bet they did it on purpose to spike me! hmph! hehe.
an enjoyable public holiday.
i'm a happy ger!
=)